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My Mental Labyrinth Well there i was walking through the kitchen looking to make Ovaltine chocolate malt. Then there before me lied a burger of cheese. I don't know why i thought this but...the burger looked really sad and pathetic. Just all by itself...on a plate and only buns to keep it warm.
I had, the SUCKIEST DAY EVER! I woke up this morning and i went to the big laundry pile where mom folds the clothes to get stuff to wear. I shrunk my favorite sweater wrap. the sleeves end below my wrists. My fault, i put it in the dryer. Mom said next time she'll try and stretch it for me somehow. Theeenn I went to English, my poor teacher tries so hard but his class is sooo boring. People don't shut up when he's talking and i feel really bad for him, but his class makes me want to sleep. Then Biology, biology is now the BANE OF MY ACADEMIC EXSISTANCE! I can pass fairly well in grammer (ok i suck at it but i'll get the hang of it) Math, i like math, when it's in algebraic form, i hate word problems. BIOLOGY! I got a fucking C on the test. I was so mad at myself, i thought i knew it all. First test i got a B (87) and that was disappointing enough. Now a fucking C!? Christ, not to be a total braggart but i used to be one of those kids that never tried and got A's. I AM trying and look what happens ...a C! It was a half day today and me and my friends we're gonna go out and then Lauren cancels on me (right after i found out my bio grade) and me and paige don't want to go if she's not there. So maybe tomorrow. Then i realize that i left my purse in Math. Lucky for me the kids in the class after mine were nice enought to just give it to the teacher instead of taking all my money and cell phone...oh shit i never checked for my cell...but i bet it's there. And i walk into the classroom right before they walk out and this kid (who i admit...i used to have a crush on) says Amanda your purse is over there. I only thought it was weird because he knew what i was there for, and i JUST stepped through the door. i think i'm losing one of my best friends. nothing good is on TV in the middle of the day, so it was boring and sucky. It's a good thing that House is on tonight or i might cry. ( Read more... ) I hate this class (MS office) it's pointless and stupid and i hate it. Luckily I'm done with my work so now me and Ashley are sending insulting emails to each other ...which me and Lauren were doing yesterday . I have a quiz in math and a test in biology...it's like the first OFFICIAL week of school and i already have a test. And i may not get to go to a field trip (to the zoo). because i'm stupid and forgot my medical forms until today and had to forge (they said i could) my dad's siggy. Nobody's in my lunch today that i actually want to sit with because Lauren's not ehre. NOT a good day so far. AT ALL. that and i lost a piece of gum. Seriously i had it in my hand and now i have no idea where it is. At least i have english to look forward to. NOt that the class itself is exciting. You know Cleveland from family guy? My english teacher talks like him. But i spend most of the time talking to Tyler and Paige...haha I talk about these people like you know who they are. I hate being jealous. Really it's the worst feeling for me. I'm gonna join drama club this year (woo woo)and although I'm scared to audition I wish that SOMEONE (actually a female someone) would be absolutly incredible. Because i don't want this girl...let's call her Tess...to get female lead. She's a good actress, but SUCH a primadonna. Like I said, i'm jealous of her. Everyone thinks she's the next ..bernadette peters or something. Maybe if i wasn't such a chickenshit. But my friend elaina said that i should audition so maybe...I don't know. It's easier in the fall bacchanal because it's a bunch of one act plays so she can't be in every one cause then there wouldn't be enough parts. I must sound like a really horrible person right now. And chauncy, i just hate that kid. He's like in drama club...but NOT in drama club. He auditions and gets parts (mostly because we don't have enough guys in the club) but he really sucks (except the first year...then he wasn't bad) but he NEVER shows up for rehearsals. He just blows them off and leaves all the others to do without him. I don't know...i'm just a little upset because i left my biology at school in my fucking locker and it cannot be late because he's just one of THOSE kinds of teachers. Oh and another thing about chauncy, he's annoying. He has a voice like a Peanut's character and not in a good broadway kind of way. Casting Call I think it's inevitable that as we read each other's journals we create mental pictures of each other. Post this on your own journal to find out who your friends see when they read about your life. Two Rules: 1) The person must be in the movies or on TV (but doesn't have to be an actor/actress). The person can be specific to a role (e.g. Jennifer Elhe's Elizabeth Bennent) or just the person themself. 2) You have to post a picture (or link to a picture) of said person in the comments. I don't know how much you guys actually read of my journal. And I suppose it's a little hard to review now lol. Tomorrow is my last day of freeeedom...fucking school. BUT I'm going out with my friends (hopefully) and we're gonna see a movie. Step Up...i don't really want to see it but it's a better sounding movie then the other stuff also i alrady saw Snakes on a Plane and that's the only one we'd consider seeing otherwise. But it's R. And my friend wanted to see Step Up and so i was like yeah i'll see it. And we'll get dinner out of it too hopefully. My friend always sends me this stuff as forwards. That ...I don't want. Just all this stuff that I don't care to read and don't want in my email. So i sent a email to like two of my other friends (one of which NEVER reads her email) and sent an email to all three saying "no forwards unless it's funny or a picture or something" cause if i get one more Say a Prayer for our troops forward i will scream...she's not even religious! she's not saying a prayer why should i then? and things that they tell you to send to 10 people. And tho i hate to admit this...i'm superstitious )Don't laugh...you think i don't know how stupid it sounds) so i usually send out the chain letters when i get them via email. I start yoga soon...it's gonna be fun. HOUSE MD PREMIER SEPTEMBER FIFTH! AHHH! ...i love that show. a-deeba-ba-beeb-a that's all folks I start school on Thursday, sophmore year...it's gonna be big. I'm sleepy at the moment I'm gonna read some fanfics. Check my f-list, speed_rent check and into bed i go. ttyl amanda |
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